I don't know what to think some nights. I had a midnight snack. Watched some Criminal Minds. I don't really talk much with my family.

Is that bad? Is it wrong?

I don't want to think on the things that happened between us all.

I wear my uniform religiously because it reminds me to stick to the straight and narrow... To be a better man. To be a public servant and rescuer.

Always ready.

It gives me a life to lead. A part to play. Something other than my old life to think about. I want to start again, but without the weight of my past...without the quiet judgment of my family and former friends.

In my uniform I can be someone better than myself.

And so I where it ever goddamn day.

One day I'll be a man I can respect. Until then, my uniform helps to keep me a little more sane than usual...

This song goes out to all the two faced, scheming, lying bastards, and crazy ass cowards who make it their job to find all the ways they can make me hurt. Fuck you all. That means you Rachel, Jake Isaacson, Paul Busch, orion, Aidan, Ash, Ashley, and others...

\m/ (^.^) \m/

This one's just for fun cause I really like and relate to it.


Gnight all, and thanks, as always, for reading.