basically i just hate myself and feel unlovable and unliked by everyone thanks to all this shit.
Everyone left me.
I can't game anymore cause you make it so clear how much you hate me and how annoying you think I am, not to mention the fact that no one will take me on any fucking runs anymore, and i can't do IO with raxius anymore and basically I hate aion.
It's a shit game and I'm not going back.
And i'm not tanking anything for you either.
I've done enough to try to help you.
Steven will take care you now.
I literally could not hate myself any more than I do.
I disgust myself. I've been ripping my hair out all day in clumps until my head hearts and clawing myself til my arms burn.
Being nice never got me anywhere in life.
I might as well play chicken with the freight-train that runs so frequently behind the apartments.
You wouldn't give two shits. You got all you wanted.
Fuck i just hate myself.
Go be happy.
I'm not crawling back to you again.
Not if you're gonna fuck me over again and take everything i have and then have others call you princess.
Fuck it.
I'd rather kill myself.
I hate myself so much when the sun goes down cause that's when im truly alone and know that there really isn't anyone out here for me.
I hate myself. I feel dirty...no matter how much i shower or scrub my skin i don't feel clean.
My ocd about my hair is getting bad...i hate broken hairs on my head and will rip them out in clumps.
my room's a mess. I'm a mess.
I hate it.
I hate what people have done to me.
I'm just trying to be somebody.
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