I wonder if you realize how much it hurts that you forgot about me but had time to spend with him. Sometimes I wonder if you actually understand or care about me anymore.
I feel like you never had any intention to ever cut things off with him. Was it truly that you actually chose someone else over me? After all the chances and all the space I gave you?
Why am I the one who has to suffer when you were the one who cheated on me? I still dont really know what you think or feel anymore.
You feel more relaxed but also at arm's length.
It hurts me to see you with the person you cheated on me with.
It's hard to tell what's truth and what's a lie. Did you really forget what day it was? Or did you just not want to deal with me so you conveniently "forgot"? Was your plan always to hang out with him? Or was it just happenstance that you forgot and he was available?
My heart hurts. I dont feel seen or respected or appreciated. I am frustrated.
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