I dont think you realize just how frustrating it can be when you default to throwing yourself away for the sake of "making things okay" when that's not even close to what I want or asked for.
That kinda makes ME feel like a shitty human being to even consider a situation where I am happy but my partner's needs/wants/desires are just trampled and forgotten. What kind of person does that? Why would I want that to be the groundwork and foundation for a relationship with anyone?
That does NOT make me happy. It does the opposite in fact. It makes me sad just thinking that you're just there being ignored and unfulfilled and unsatisfied.
Stop trying to sacrifice yourself for me. I dont want that.
You act like you throwing yourself off a cliff is doing me some kind of service. I dont understand what you think you're accomplishing doing this.
It does not help me, that's for sure. And it's not helping you in the long run either.
Im not here to use or take advantage of you.
I WANT to be equals. Stop trying to create this distance between us like it's only my happiness or yours. Why cant we both be happy together? I simply do not understand.
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