No, I think the biggest loss was when I realized you were no longer someone I respected or looked up to.
What's obvious is you're in the throes of mental health issues for which you repeatedly refuse to seek professional help for.
In the end this unstable pattern of behaviors will repeat over and over leaving you emptier and emptier each time until there is nothing left.
II loved you, flaws and all. I was willing to forgive and move forward together towards a better future.
In the end you chose convenience over commitment and burned bridges one after another in what seems like a shameless and almost proud manner.
I wish you the best in life but I know your life won't improve until you're willing to step up and take accountability for what you've done and who you are.
Perhaps some day things will be different but who I am today cannot help the person you've become so long as you act out in an insufferable and obtuse manner while destroying all the hard work you put in over the years.
For once, I am well and truly disappointed.
I believed in you. I still believe in you but I can't walk the road you've chosen and still be the man I deserve to be.
Good luck with your life. I will be taking a step back from you. You made your choices. Now live with them.
Goodbye.
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