No one I've seen so far even rivals my ex...not even close...

How am I supposed to do this? How do I find and meet someone without feeling like I am settling cause I can't have someone like my ex but more respectful.

I think I will regret leaving her for the rest of my life. Even if I was able to focus more without the drama that seemed to constantly surround her, I feel she was my soulmate.

I just don't know what to do. I feel alone.

I just need a hug or someone to hold sometimes. Is that so much to ask?

Maybe it is.

I just feel down today.