Toradora!

Toradora! the anime was unexpected, much like love is supposedly meant to be.

It was a rash decision after deciding to grab sushi and groceries, having just failed my ITLS written exam again by two questions this time.

Toradora!'s main characters, Taiga and Ryuji, make me smile. They look after each other in their own ways.

I want a love like that. I know life isn't like anime. But the lessons learned? Those can come from anywhere.

I just wish...I wish I wasn't so...so much of a fuck up sometimes.

I try really hard to remain strong and to adapt to all things, but I have to admit, I see it.

I see the impact this stress and anxiety are having on me and on my health. I am more tired every day. Driving has become more dangerous for me, owing to my sleep deprivation.

The number of accidents that I have almost been in for stupid reasons shouldn't be so high. I don't know if I am safe. I know that I am not fit. .That's why I am where I am. The question is, will i care enough to get off my fucking feet and really work out like I used to.

im falling asleep and this isn't helping.

I am in love with someone I don't know. and have never met. She exists somewhere, out there.

I believe.