It's always been the loneliness that hurts most. The emptiness being close or far from you.

I don't have any best friends anymore.

No one to pour my heart out to...no one to cry with.

I am struggling and if I were to scream silently, who would hear my soul cry out? Who would know me well enough to see what is happening through the look in my eyes?

Few, if any.

I was so tempted to talk to her. But she is fine without me. So what's the point?

I'm alone. And that's how it is.