Looking decent, making decent money, cooking, cleaning, paramedicine/critical care/pediatric critical care, and so many other "marketable skills" but I am alone.
I feel so lonely and empty without a true partner by my side.
She will never know just how much her betrayal broke me.
I long to belong to someone.
But my heart and soul fear that such is not to be.
I pray for the wheels of fate to turn once more and bring me back to a place of color and hope and joy...
For now my nights leave my heart aching, my mind drifting, and my soul, and bed, empty.
