Healing?

I tried...

I tried wolfgirl...for you...

I emailed my folks with the application for the Reptile/Amphibian Day event...

I want to get out of this dark place...i want to be free of the dark...i want to live...

Live like i did before...but even more...

I NEED TO ESCAPE....

I need to be free...

I need my friends...jolly, ed, mel, john, nick, patrick, seraphina...i need to be whole...

I need to see all the people at the event...i need to stand up with an animal in my hands and live, love, and laugh...i need to be me...and me lives in the halls of that museum...

I need to go there and get it back...

I split...yes...among the people i love...

My folks/home life, my friends/museum, and you...

All these places demanded something of me, and in my depressed and hurt state i broke into pieces....

i want to heal...need to heal...

this is part of that healing...

Wish me luck please?