Beginning Again

 I have been addicted to this song for a while now. It has been playing all day and I don't really know what to say. There is so much on my mind these past few days. 

I am in love. So much so that I have both too many and not enough words to tell about it all. I want to shout it to the world. I want to scream it from the top of a mountain. I want to tell everyone I meet.

I want my family to see how amazing she is. I want them to know that I finally met my equal and my partner, even if our relationship isn't a traditional sort. 

Beyond this, I have come to realize I have lived a lot. I want to share my knowledge, my experiences, and what I have come to learn through the blood, sweat, and tears. 

And so it has come to this. 

I think I need to start blogging again to get my thoughts and feelings out. 

I don't have a lot of friends left right now to talk to but the ones that I do keep are invaluable and priceless to me. 

They have saved my life and allowed me to reach the point where I met my Violet, who I never could imagine being not only real but better than any dream I could have dreamt.

I am beyond grateful for her existence, company, kindness, and the courage she gives me to always strive to be my best. I love her. I love her more than words can describe. 

I don't know what more to say right now so I think I shall leave this here for now. Perhaps I shall chronicle more in the coming hours, days, or weeks.

~Wolf