It's weird. I can help her get organized, plan things out etc, but when it comes to my own life my brain feels like a melted puddle of goo. I can't think straight, my head hurts, i'm tired, and I'm stressed. I really wanna do well and i'm having a lot of trouble staying focused.

I need to shower and eat. I'm starving tbh.

And then I gotta work like hell to fix my project.

It's even more weird when the most honest and genuine support seems to be coming from my ex and her boyfriend. They made me smile and gave me advice and just made me feel relaxed.

Cat stresses me out and is a little over the top and very depressed. Bear has such a crazy life that I'm stressed the fuck out over it and I cannot focus on my own life and that's not good

A least Wildcat's life is less tumultuous than theirs and because Wildcat knows me so well, she understands what i'm like and how i deal with people etc.

Who knows where this will go?