Cold and sad...

I feel cold this morning. I'll get over myself. Though my conscience seems to enjoy berating my stupidity last night. Uggggh. Why won't my stupid thoughts keep themselves to themselves and leave me out of it?

cause you're an idiot, Wolf...but you know that already, dont you?

Hey. I am not perfect. I made a mistake and i apologized, okay?

hahaha. Not perfect? Really? When did you figure that out? Last winter? Or the second time? Maybe the third? Or maybe you're so slow that you only picked up on that last night? Idiot...

Okay. That's not nice. I know i've done stuff i'm not proud of...it's true for us all, isn't it?

yeah, but more so for you. 

WHY DON'T YOU PIPE DOWN?

Why should i? I'm you. You zip your lips first buddy, or maybe i'll do it for you?

[sad face]

and you thought you could help. You can't even help yourself, can you, oh mighty Wolf. ha. Spent seven years training and learning and you're still just a pathetic little kid lost and alone. Still lame as ever.

I can help! I can! I just...[sigh] It's not always easy, conscience. Believe me. It is sometimes and uphill battle being fought on two front by one man...it's next to impossible on some days...and now i've gotta go take a final exam...[sigh] I hope this wears off soon...i don't like being sad...

Run along little wolf...don't be late...

Yeah, yeah, i know...

Arete'