i don't know what...

Sigh...so i needed to focus, cause my head's awash with too many thoughts so i pulled out the tried and true "Batman" music collection...that and Breaking Benjamin...

Let's talk, shall we? Lovely.

Who am I? What am I? And why do I care?

First, I am Wolf (not using my real name...).

Second, I am: short, stubborn, easily confused, good at thinking on my feet, inventive, creative, ingenious (have ingenuity), inventive...a warrior in mind, if not yet body. I take inspiration from Batman. Why?

Batman. A simple man with as simple desire. Serve and protect his people.

I am much the same. I seek to serve and protect MY people...

Who are MY people?

My people are: My loved ones (family/friends etc.), and those who cannot defend themselves...those who NEED someone to pull them up and fight the dark for them.

WHY? Why do i care about them?

Once, i would say that I do not know...today is different.

I care because i have a responsibility to do so. They are my people because, from the dark, i can lead them back. I can harness my own inner feelings, my desire to right the wrongs...my desire to be more than just a mere man...but i am not even that yet, am i? I am a boy...Foolish and young...i'd say untrained and untested...but i HAVE been trained AND i HAVE been tested...maybe not as much training as i'd like, but trained nonetheless...

I can help them. I can. I know it. I have seen it is possible...but sometimes people need more...sometimes they need more...

I don't know what it is that i am saying...i'm just writing...cause i'm stressed...

I'd say i don't know why i am stressed but that'd be a lie...

But it doesn't matter...little does sometimes, well, when i get like this...

But i think i enjoy it...aye...working myself...summon "Wolf" forth to fill me with his energy...his strength...

But what to do with it?

I just don't know...

I want to let it out...i want to find something to focus every. single. iota. of my body on and i want to utterly defeat it...i need to pit myself against IT...something...i don't know what, okay?

i give up...for the night...i submit to the darkness inside and let it have it's fun for a while...