Sigh...so i needed to focus, cause my head's awash with too many thoughts so i pulled out the tried and true "Batman" music collection...that and Breaking Benjamin...
Let's talk, shall we? Lovely.
Who am I? What am I? And why do I care?
First, I am Wolf (not using my real name...).
Second, I am: short, stubborn, easily confused, good at thinking on my feet, inventive, creative, ingenious (have ingenuity), inventive...a warrior in mind, if not yet body. I take inspiration from Batman. Why?
Batman. A simple man with as simple desire. Serve and protect his people.
I am much the same. I seek to serve and protect MY people...
Who are MY people?
My people are: My loved ones (family/friends etc.), and those who cannot defend themselves...those who NEED someone to pull them up and fight the dark for them.
WHY? Why do i care about them?
Once, i would say that I do not know...today is different.
I care because i have a responsibility to do so. They are my people because, from the dark, i can lead them back. I can harness my own inner feelings, my desire to right the wrongs...my desire to be more than just a mere man...but i am not even that yet, am i? I am a boy...Foolish and young...i'd say untrained and untested...but i HAVE been trained AND i HAVE been tested...maybe not as much training as i'd like, but trained nonetheless...
I can help them. I can. I know it. I have seen it is possible...but sometimes people need more...sometimes they need more...
I don't know what it is that i am saying...i'm just writing...cause i'm stressed...
I'd say i don't know why i am stressed but that'd be a lie...
But it doesn't matter...little does sometimes, well, when i get like this...
But i think i enjoy it...aye...working myself...summon "Wolf" forth to fill me with his energy...his strength...
But what to do with it?
I just don't know...
I want to let it out...i want to find something to focus every. single. iota. of my body on and i want to utterly defeat it...i need to pit myself against IT...something...i don't know what, okay?
i give up...for the night...i submit to the darkness inside and let it have it's fun for a while...
Inspiration
Rise
Friday, January 25, 2013
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Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Another day, another story
I'm kinda sad that Wolfgirl's site, Dark Fantasy Mania, seems to be on its way out...
I want to try to bring it back, if for nothing else but to make her happy...cause that's her baby...she built it up, designed it, and then set it out for people to join and enjoy...
I guess i screwed things up for it too, having to "leave" several times for various reasons...
So, i guess i might as well try to help bring it back...
Anyways, i enjoyed her company a lot last night, especially when i began "singing" lines from Green Day's "Boulevard of Broken Dreams", particularly the part about "I walk alone".
Now, obviously, it was all in jest, cause i quite clearly love Wolfie, but her response was something that reminds me just why i fell in love with her in the first place... what do i mean? Well, here, take a look...
So yeah, that's the song i was referring to, just cause i'd recently stumbled across it in my Grooveshark...since she'd added it to my music...
Anyways, those quirky moments we have together are ones that i really value in our relationship, because i find them to be a trait rather unique to her/one that i really enjoy in her...maybe because i know it's all in jest and that we really do care a lot about one another, we can get into what others have aptly named "bickering like an old couple"...
It's FUN though!!
I dunno why, it just is. It's nonsense that has no meaning and no point but ends up reinforcing our bond...i don't know how it works either...but it does...
But i also know that, even though most of the time we just goof off together, this girl is smart and kind and i can talk to her seriously when i need to an i know she'll be there for me, just as she knows i'll be there for her.
It's a beautiful thing we've got going here, i think.
It took 1yr & 3mo, but heck, when you can survive the crap we have and STILL love one another, i think that says something.
Sure, we're not perfect, and we DO have our differences, but i think, with the time we have before things go too much farther in our relationship, we'll have a good deal figured out and we'll really have a good understanding of each other.
NOW...for a story
http://www.truthorfiction.com/rumors/l/lawnchairlarry.htm
Lawn Chair Larry...the fellow wants to get a bird's eye view of his neighborhood...so, he grabs his lawn chair, a six-pack of beer, a sand which, and...a pellet gun.
WHAT? What's he need a pellet gun for?
Let me interject with this little tidbit saying that a single weather balloon can lift ~3o pounds if you try to fill it over halfway...
Back to the story...
Larry decides to tie...no, not one, but 45 weather balloons for the nearby arm surplus store...and decided that he'd tie them to his lawn chair and use water jugs as ballast.
Hey, you might get hungry/thirsty up there sooo, he took the six-pack and the sandwich up with him.
Well, how do you get down? Simple, that's what the pellet gun is for!
So, the fellow has these 45 weather balloons strapped to his little lawn chair...and he wants to go up just a few hundred feet, hang around for a bit and then come back down. Simple right?
Well, to the man's surprise, when he cut loose to float up, he didn't go a hundred feet. Nope, not even two hundred feet...
Yeah, disappointing i know...
HE WENT UP TEN THOUSAND FEET.
Yeah, you read that correctly. 10,000 ft high in the sky...that's a wee bit high, don't ya think?
Anyways, so this guy's stuck up there in the sky wondering what the heck to do when he gets spotted by commercial aircraft heading into Los Angles International Airport that decided to call in "Passing a man in a lawn chair...with a gun...". Well eventually the guy came down, popping his balloons with that little pellet gun and ended up getting the balloons caught in powerlines which blacked out part of LA...
FAIL...
Eventually the authorities got him down and he was promptly arrested...
:P
Hope y'all liked the story!
Arete'
I want to try to bring it back, if for nothing else but to make her happy...cause that's her baby...she built it up, designed it, and then set it out for people to join and enjoy...
I guess i screwed things up for it too, having to "leave" several times for various reasons...
So, i guess i might as well try to help bring it back...
Anyways, i enjoyed her company a lot last night, especially when i began "singing" lines from Green Day's "Boulevard of Broken Dreams", particularly the part about "I walk alone".
Now, obviously, it was all in jest, cause i quite clearly love Wolfie, but her response was something that reminds me just why i fell in love with her in the first place... what do i mean? Well, here, take a look...
Wolfgirl: STILL HERE
STAGGERING ON
Wolfgirl: THROUGH THE IMPOSSIBLE
WE REMAIN
Wolfgirl: I CAN BREATHE
ONE MORE DAY!
me: I walk alone, I walk alone...
Wolfgirl: STILL HERE!
me: i walk alone, I walk a
:P
Wolfgirl: YOU WALK WITH ME, YOU DUNCE!me: you know i love you :D
Anyways, those quirky moments we have together are ones that i really value in our relationship, because i find them to be a trait rather unique to her/one that i really enjoy in her...maybe because i know it's all in jest and that we really do care a lot about one another, we can get into what others have aptly named "bickering like an old couple"...
It's FUN though!!
I dunno why, it just is. It's nonsense that has no meaning and no point but ends up reinforcing our bond...i don't know how it works either...but it does...
But i also know that, even though most of the time we just goof off together, this girl is smart and kind and i can talk to her seriously when i need to an i know she'll be there for me, just as she knows i'll be there for her.
It's a beautiful thing we've got going here, i think.
It took 1yr & 3mo, but heck, when you can survive the crap we have and STILL love one another, i think that says something.
Sure, we're not perfect, and we DO have our differences, but i think, with the time we have before things go too much farther in our relationship, we'll have a good deal figured out and we'll really have a good understanding of each other.
NOW...for a story
http://www.truthorfiction.com/rumors/l/lawnchairlarry.htm
Lawn Chair Larry...the fellow wants to get a bird's eye view of his neighborhood...so, he grabs his lawn chair, a six-pack of beer, a sand which, and...a pellet gun.
WHAT? What's he need a pellet gun for?
Let me interject with this little tidbit saying that a single weather balloon can lift ~3o pounds if you try to fill it over halfway...
Back to the story...
Larry decides to tie...no, not one, but 45 weather balloons for the nearby arm surplus store...and decided that he'd tie them to his lawn chair and use water jugs as ballast.
Hey, you might get hungry/thirsty up there sooo, he took the six-pack and the sandwich up with him.
Well, how do you get down? Simple, that's what the pellet gun is for!
So, the fellow has these 45 weather balloons strapped to his little lawn chair...and he wants to go up just a few hundred feet, hang around for a bit and then come back down. Simple right?
Well, to the man's surprise, when he cut loose to float up, he didn't go a hundred feet. Nope, not even two hundred feet...
Yeah, disappointing i know...
HE WENT UP TEN THOUSAND FEET.
Yeah, you read that correctly. 10,000 ft high in the sky...that's a wee bit high, don't ya think?
Anyways, so this guy's stuck up there in the sky wondering what the heck to do when he gets spotted by commercial aircraft heading into Los Angles International Airport that decided to call in "Passing a man in a lawn chair...with a gun...". Well eventually the guy came down, popping his balloons with that little pellet gun and ended up getting the balloons caught in powerlines which blacked out part of LA...
FAIL...
Eventually the authorities got him down and he was promptly arrested...
:P
Hope y'all liked the story!
Arete'
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