fuck this bullshit.

I just wanted to get food for my girlfriend and her family god damnit.

Why does this whole money bullshit have to be so goddamn complicated and stupid. I swear we spent at least an hour trying to figure this shit out only to come to a dead end each time.

And now she and her family will be hungry tonight.

She's tired of life tonight...says it's been like this for ten years and she's ready for it to change.

I want to be a force for positive change. I want to help and protect and love her with all my heart and all my soul and all my resources.

I feel pretty fucking useless as she and her family goes hungry because I couldn't find a way.