I love you already. I think I always have. More recently I have felt your presence quite strongly. You've been there for me even though we haven't met yet. You love me even though you don't know me yet.

I've felt your hands and even heard your words today.

I was tempted to ignore the Shenandoah Forest but I heard you tell me that you would rather me look around and enjoy the view of the woods rather than try to find you or your name just yet. You wanted me to be myself and seek out adventures and unique experiences for us to to talk about and share together when we do meet.

I haven't seen your face yet nor do I know your name, but I know you're there for me and that we will be very happy together.

I look forward to meeting you and being the best I can be, for us both.

reason #4569 why my mother and i don't really get along:

it's July 4th and i spent the whole night gaming with my cousin and genuinely have a great time. mom makes it out like i just abandoned my schoolwork to do drugs or some shit saying stuff like "oh just because you had nothing to do you stayed up all night? that's smart. you have packing to do. we aren't coming back." *angrily stomps off*

like wtf. i only used two days worth of clothes. i literally had nothing to do and have nothing to do today...

she gets so angry over random shit...