Apparently Izzy thinks "my idea of commitment is a bit much" and that "people have to be able to take care of themselves"...

Wtf does that even have to do with anything??? My commitment to a person doesn't keep them from taking care of themselves.

Remind me not to trust him again...

He's not getting a stable relationship with a woman anytime soon with that mindset.

Also he was asking me "family first right?" And I replied that I look after those in need first, whomever that may be.

I'm not outing my family first if they are watching a recorded movie and someone else seriously needs me.

Oh...shit...

Oh my god...

His fiancé died...in the shooting...they were set to be engaged that summer but she had already agreed to marry him...and their families had sorted everything out too...

I...can't imagine what that was like...

He said it made him so happy to feel the joy in my words whenever I talk about you and he told me to "hold on" to you and he hopes that our friendship/relationship goes well...

I don't know what to say.